Dear Family and Friends,
P-day we went to a little noddle shop for
lunch with a bunch of the other sisters and it was so much fun. It was
literally a scene from Kung Fu Panda. It was so classic. Somehow the scene
with the dumplings, where they are fighting over it with their chopsticks, even
got recreated. It was three Khmer sisters, so they had no idea what they were
doing, but all the Americans just started laughing. It was the best. (:
This week was full of trials and hardships...
Satan is really working hard to stop the working from moving forward in Toul
Sengke (that is the correct way to spell it in English). Tuesday Sister Xiong
got sick, so we spent the whole day in the pteah (house). She slept a lot and I
got loads and loads to study, I would said peel velia peet (too much time), but
that is not a thing. I love studying. It is so relaxing and comforting. The
Book of Mormon is amazing and has so much power in it if we will just read it
and apply its teachings in our lives. I was able to study about Adam and Eve
and the 10 Commandments. After our lessons, I think I mentioned that last week;
I really started focusing on my understanding of them. I was prompted to study
in True to the Faith, not sure why that hadn't crossed my mind before, but as I
studied I had an experience where my "understanding was enlightened".
It was the coolest experience ever. In True to the Faith it says something
along the lines that we will not fully desire salvation until we come to better
understand the fall. That hit me way hard. Up until that point I was just
studying the fall because I wanted to teach it better, but that taught me that
in order for me to receive salvation, for all of us to receive salvation, we
have to have a stoic (solid) understanding of the fall and the plan of
salvation. I think that applies to every gospel principle. I'm really trying my
hardest to take advantage of the time I have to study as a missionary. Really
trying to enlarge and strengthen my understanding of the doctrine of Christ. I
also had some free time to write letters, which was so fun. Letters are a
missionary’s best friend. (: Thursday we went to meet a less active, bong
rotha, and Satan was way strong there (her words exactly.. haha). She runs this
little cart on the side of the road and Thursdays she's in charge of getting
all the people on buses to the khetes, so there were people everywhere that
just kept coming up and asking her when their bus would be here, or she'd have
to roll her self out into the street (she is disabled and in a wheelchair) to
try and stop the buses. Needless to say
distractions where EVERYWHERE. I got way frustrated... we had planned a way
powerful lesson on Baptism and were going to commit her to come to church to
renew her baptismal covenants, but the spirit just wasn't there... She didn't
come to church. Saturday I got way down on myself and the language. I was
reading Chapter Nine of preach my gospel- finding people to teach, and I just
got WAY frustrated because none of those work very easily here in Cambodia or I
don't know how to do what is says in Khmer. I was super anger and not very
happy. Then we went over the bridge, which is oddly exhilarating, such an
adrenaline rush as you get to the top and just get to coast down the rest of
it, but then our Less active was sick and our member wasn't home... So we biked
over there for no reason. Then Sister Xiong's Bike broke. Her pedals got stuck
which means we were stuck on the wrong side of the bridge with only one bike...
so we did the only logical thing. We started walking... We walked all the way
from Ming Visal's house. That doesn't mean anything to you guys, but it's WAY
far. Like an hour of a half of walking with one bike and having people yell at
us to get out of the road... I got fried. Super sunburned, but eventually we
got home. Sunday our investigators, the only ones that are even semi
progressing weren't at church AGAIN. Huge bummer.... But here's where the Lord
comes in.... So Tuesday, even though we didn't get to go out and proselyte, I
was able to study and really feel the spirit. Thursday, we were able to meet
with an investigator named Bong Thavi. She got in an accident a while ago, so
she has some problem remembering (she forgot her own daughters name) and she
can't use her right arm or her right leg but we met her and we were able to
teach her about the Book of Mormon. I was able to share the first vision with
her and bear my testimony of the truthfulness of the book of Mormon. As I did
so, she just smiled at me and said "it's true, i know it's true. "Hopefully
she'll keep acting on that faith and keep progressing. Saturday somehow I
changed my perspective and found the humor in the whole situation. I just kept
laughing and because we only had one bike with appointments we got the great
opportunity to experience doping. That is where you sit on the back of the bike
and ride two people on one bike. Sister Xiong claims that she is too heavy, so
I was the lucky one to get to sit on the bike. We almost fell over multiple
times and got lots of weird looks from the natives, but I got a good kick out
of it and was laughing my butt off (which is now bruised hahahaha). it was
definitely a Cambodian experience that I will never forget. (:
Sunday we went and visited our investigators
and found out that last week they didn't come to church because the mom had to
work, but it was just a one time thing and this week they didn't come because
the dad and the little girl were sick, but she promised that they'll come next
week!!! That was the tender mercy we were looking for to get us through the
next week. But to make things even better the Om (the grandma, who's been
waiting FOREVER for her family book) told us that her son went back to their
srok to get it!!!! WHAT???? Me and Sister Xiong just turned to each other with
the biggest smile on our face turned back to her and said in unison
"What?? Om L?aa min ten!!!! (that is amazing!!!!)She just smiled and said
how excited she was. Ah, the best thing ever!! We're gonna have ourselves a
baptism coming up here soon. (:
Wednesday we had the incredible opportunity to
have Zone conference. Ah, I love zone conference so so so much. Why can't we
have one every month? President and sister Christensen are the coolest people
ever and have too much knowledge to share with us. Their testimonies are so
strong as well. They felt very prompted to share with us about personal study.
They call it "Morning Magic". I thought it was a very catchy phrase,
but couldn't help but think about Magic mornings at Disneyland. I got lost in a
day dream for a few minutes as I thought about Disneyland with my family (: ,
but came back pretty quickly. They shared with us so much!!! They really want
us to focus on studying the scriptures rather than just reading. President
shared a ton of scriptures with us that used words like ponder, search,
remember, study, etc. We read in Doctrine and Covenants section 138, a section
written by President Joseph F. Smith. If you read this section you read about
how a prophet of God receives revelation. The same goes for reading Joseph
Smith history. All personal revelation starts with a question and a desire to
learn. I learned so much. President also said that it was important for us to
start every study session with a prayer, but that that wasn't enough. We need to
be down on our knees multiple times during the hour pleading with the father to
help us understand and receive further revelation. That was something I’d never
really thought of. There was so much more that I learned, but of course, I
forgot my notes at home... just know that it was incredible and I’ll share more
from it next week!! We had lunch, Mikes Burgers, and I got a little
disappointed. I wanted Khmer food... and it made me way sick. What? Since when
does a burger make me sick? I'm the queen of burgers... proof that I am Asian.
(: After lunch President shared with us his goals for the mission for 2016 and
when I say goals I really mean to say goal. There is only one thing we are
focusing on this year- recent converts. We are trying to get our retention rate
up from 38% to 50%, matching the rate in the United States. President said that
it would take a lot of hard work, but it was very possible even though the
church is still an "Infant” here in Cambodia and "not fully
functioning"... haha I just had to laugh at that because it is so true.
There is so much that the church is lacking here. A lot of the problems we as
missionaries kept bringing up would normally be fixed in a ward council
meeting, but we don't have those here... haha I've just got to laugh at the
state of the church here in Cambodia, so it keeps me sane. (: We are focusing
from the very beginning of the process-finding. We are really trying to find
those who are willing to accept and ACT upon the message of the restoration. We
are really focusing on Repentance. I can't wait to see what miracles come from
this. This is the basis of our church-change. Repentance comes through the
Atonement of Jesus Christ and as we repent daily we come to better know and
love our Savior, Jesus Christ. As converts and investigators do this, their
roots in this gospel grow deeper and deeper.
This week one of my goals is to work on
opening my mouth. For those of you who now me, I don't like speaking that much
in English and then you get Khmer in the mix and I speak even less.... We
really need to focus on contacting situations because we need to find new
investigators, investigators that will progress. If any of you guys have advice
for contacting situations, PLEASE SHARE them!!!!! We need all the help we can get.
I think opening my mouth will really help, but I’m slowly realizing that I need
to do everything i can with the time that I have. Things may end a lot sooner
than I think. I'm going to be the best missionary I can be and do everything I
can do become better. I'm going to focus on doing everything Sister Alison
Eyring would do. For those of you who don't know Allie, she is one of my best
friends, and she recently had to go home from her mission in Spain due to some
health complications with her hip. I know it is killing her to be home, but I
am going to live this week for her. Als, you're an inspiration to us all and I
know that you will continue doing the Lord's work from your bed in Utah. When
things get hard this week or I don't know what to do I'm going to ask myself
"What would Allie do?" You can definitely live through me. (: I want
to help this area really start growing. There's a lot that I can improve on,
but I'm going to start with opening my mouth and try to gain some confidence in
my language ability and I think everything else will kind of fall into place,
at least I’m hoping that's what happens. I love being a missionary. It's not
the easiest thing, but it is worth it. I am learning so much!!!!
This week I had the incredible experience of
finishing the Book of Mormon again. I know without a doubt that it is true. As
my dad shared with me this morning, there is no way Joseph Smith could have
written it. I know that it came from God in order to help us in these latter
days. Everything question, problem, or struggle we face in this life can be
addressed by reading the Book of Mormon. I would encourage everyone to read the
Book of Mormon every day. I promise that as you do so you will be happier and
you will be able to feel God's love for you. I'm excited to start reading it
again. I've started with a clean copy and am going to read through marking the
Gospel of Jesus Christ (faith, repentance, baptism, and enduring to the end).
I'm very excited to see what I will learn.
Thank you all so much for your love and
prayers. I wouldn't be able to do the Lord's work without your support. You
guys are the best. Love you!!!
Love,
Sister Loftus
Double D
Biking with a mop - too Khmer, and very difficult
The Sisters and me at Zone Conference
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